the story of my whole life: i can't keep a job, can't stay in school, burn bridges everywhere, always say the wrong thing, always an outsider, i don't have any friends and no one likes me. i'm pregnant and my marriage is miserable, i'm broke, i have very severe depression but even on meds with it treated i screw everything up because i have other mental problems. i have tried time and again, and i don't ever see being able to take care of myself ever and don't want to live anymore. i have a plan but i'm just so scared and alone, if i weren't scared i would just do it. but i'm so scared.