I give up...I'm going insane...I'm on my own right now..I'm 17.5 years old...I haven't cut in months...but I can't take it any more! I need 2! And I think tonight is the best way....I dnt know y i'm posting here again...maybe part of me wants to get help..like 2% the other 98%...just doesn't care!! >.< And I'm never going back to the hospital!! NEVER >.< But I need to cut..if not..self harm...i can't take it..i can't..i just can't!!