I can't take it anymore. I lost the two people I loved. My mom died when I was a kid and Mary left me 32 years ago. Now I am stuck with an aging old man who won't leave alone. His nutso wife who can't stay out of our business. A wife I don't love but at the same time don't want to hurt her feelings and the responsibility of children. I have tried to put my life together time and time again but always fail. I am tired. I am fed up. I need a drink. O right I can't drink. Damn. I want to run away. Change my name. Pretend I am dead and gone.