I can't deal with all the regret and sorrow I feel. I ruined a good thing and set my life back so much that I don;t want to deal with life anymore. My confidence is gone all I feel is regret and lonliness and I feel that the only way out of my misery is to end it. I don't want to die I really don't but day in day out my mind is full of coulda woulda shoulda and I live in the past and feel nothing but negative towards myself. I'm 28 and feel lost and like my life has no direction. I once had it all a great woman a place of our own and I ruined it all and I hate myslef for it. I just want to move on with mylife but I can;t rid myself with the burdens of yesteryear. any advice i would appreciate. They say time heals but for me it seems as it gets worse every day.