Hello, this is my first post and I'm so grateful for this site, I just don't know what to do anymore. Ever since my first love broke up with me, my life has fallen apart. I have attempted suicide several times and I have landed myself in the psych ward twice. I've also been hospitalised from an overdose. My parents are getting a divorce, and I'm on probation at my job. I just feel like I can't do it anymore. I feel so alone. I've tried meds, I've tried therapy, I'm just at my wits end. How do you know when you are read to go?