i attempted suicide by cutting my wrists twice in the last three weeks. i was finally feeling better. my husband just told me he got fired. he just started the job on monday. the owner just couldn't make up his mind if he could afford another employee. my husband passed on another job for this one. my younger son's birthday is in two weeks. how????? not to mention copays for doctor's appointments, gas, food, all the good stuff. this crap has been going for exactly one year now. now we're five months behind on our mortgage and are probably going to lose our home. i can't take it anymore. i can't deal with this anymore. and i don't have a therapit to call adn talk to either. my old therapist dropped me after my last suicide attempt, and the new one i've only seen once, two days ago, so i don't really have a relationship with her yet. and my psychiatrist charges for phone calls. can't have that. i am so over it all.