I've been triggered badly here these past few days and I don't know if I can handle it. I haven't been that supportive of my peers, I haven't replied to many threads and because of that I feel even more of a useless person. Some may say I should have a break, perhaps I should but I don't want to let anyone down. I want to be there for people but sometimes I struggle so much myself.. I feel I can't reach out on here as much as I used to be able to, and it's a real shame. Because, on the Net this site is practically the only one I feel safe in, recently, I haven't. I don't like this feeling... I'm so sorry. I don't mean to hurt anyone.