im 20 years old my mom passed away 2 years ago i was depressed even before she passed away after she passed away i became suicidal tried to take my life xxxxxxxxxx but that did not work today my dad told me either i go to councilor or he will disown me and put me in a homeless shelter i told him if i had a <edit moderator total eclipse method.> right now i would kill my self he said your just scared about life your a xx hes like you wont kill your self because you have not already he does not care about me anymore all he cares about is his new wife i really want to die theres just to much pain every night before i go to sleep i pray to God that i will die and never wake up when i do wake up i hate it and tears fill my eyes because of the pain yeah i belive i have gone crazy ever since my mom passed away i just want to die so bad im a failure at everything to how can i go on living with this pain everyday and also hating my self
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