Been badly triggered... sent over the edge. I'm so tired. I stay so busy. I can't get better. I think I might be, and then shit occurs. Like a basketball game, the final shot for the win... Up, up, up... smiles, oohs, aahs, excitement, and wonder... and then it misses the goal. If I, if life, if things miss the goal one more time, I'm out of the game for good. I wish someone would run me over with a semi-truck. "Mother, can you back the fuck up and hit me with your car? Please? :cry: "