Hello, my name is Katie. I am 18 years old. Almost 19 (will be in September).... I can't take it anymore... My best friend who has been my best friend for 7 whole years... Has treated me like crap. He doesn't help anymore.... He makes me feel like...nothing.... My parents make me feel like nothing.... I have threaten suicide a lot. One time got me into a mental hospital. I can't tell my family how I feel...because they threaten to throw me in there. Now back to my friend... He has stated 3 times for me to go ahead, he couldn't control me. I listen to his problems, and he thanks god he has me because I listen. He tells me I am his only friend that acts like they truly care. But when I explain my problems to him....he never listens....he never helps anymore. He seems annoyed by me. Yet he tells me he cares for me when he gets the chance... He's a two-timer.... And I can't take more of this pain he is giving me.... AND I cannot leave him... He seems to be my life and my best friend... If I leave him my life is over.... But...this pain...I am so ready to end it... thank you for reading.