if i am getting worse on my medication. my family and bf think there has been sort of some good from taking the medication that I am on. I had a really bad day today and contemplated suicide because of the stress, anger, and mood swings. I don't want to get off of my medication because I think it is helping me somewhat. i have no friends. the only people i talk to are my family and my bf. i feel a little lonely sometimes even though i have these [people. i try to enjoy everyday and keep praying that i can get better. the people yelling at me in public i have to learn to ignore. i was so fucking mad at myself today for responding to an idiot that doesn't know me. i fought with everyone and everything today. i hope i can keep it together., as for the *neighbors*, they can go fuck themselves,.