No matter what I do I hurt the people around me. I can't seem to do a single thing right anymore, even when I try, I just seem to make things worse. I have no friends to talk to, and my family do their best to understand but they really don't. I go to see my therapist in a couple days and I fully intend on telling her how I feel killing myself is the only worthwhile venture I can do with my life. I hurt everyone around me no matter what I do, I live to make others happy yet I can't even seem to do that. I'm worthless, completely worthless. My new years resolution? To end my sorry life and stop hurting everyone else. I don't know the exact date yet, but I've already began to plan how I'd like to die. I know my family will miss me, but that will go away after a little while and their lives will be better off without having me to worry about.