I can't ...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Sa Palomera, May 5, 2008.

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  1. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    I can't even bring myself to typing up my thoughts anymore. I'm too tired and drained to do so. Physically I'm so tired. Mentally I'm wide awake. I fear this'll be a long night again. A long night alone, because I can't get myself to talk on IM or here.

    All I can say, is I'm in a really bad place. :sad:
    And I'm alone :cry:

    I'm breaking down. And I don't care.
    Hopefully I'll be gone by the morning :sad:
  2. famous.last.words

    famous.last.words Forum Buddy

    hun, i dont know what to say,
    but im here, and ill listen if you want to talk.
    Please dont go
  3. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Est :sad: :hug:
  4. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    AwesomEst, hun, please be safe. :sad::hug:
  5. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    :cry: :sad:

    I keep asking myself 'why?' and 'how?' and I do'nt know what else.
    I can't do this anymore :sad:

    I'm gonna let everyone down, I know I will. I dont want to but it'll happen. I need to put an end to it. It cant continue any longer :sad:
  6. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Est, I'm sorry you are in such a bad place. I know you said that you can't bring yourself to message anyone, but if ever you need to talk and can get yourself to message someone, please know I'm here if you want/need me. :hug: :arms: :hug:
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I'm sorry you are feeling so bad Ish :sad: but you should really try to talk to someone, bottling these feelings up will only make them worse, if you want to talk feel free to pm me :hug:

    I hope you feel better soon
  8. Gunner12

    Gunner12 Well-Known Member

    Bottled up feelings will only destroy you from the inside out.

    Try your best to let them out, weather this means screaming into a pillow or running for 100 miles.

  9. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    Thanks y'all, feeling a bit better now.
    Next time I'll just wait till it passes :smile:
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