I close My Eyes (Trigger)

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by Darkness N Light, Nov 14, 2007.

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  1. Darkness N Light

    Darkness N Light Staff Alumni

    Every time I close my eyes
    I remember what you did
    I remember how you did it
    I remember the pain coming

    Every time I close my eyes
    I dream of the pain you caused
    I dream of the way everything happened
    I dream of you selling me to your friend

    Every time I close my eyes
    I see them laughing at me
    I see them touching me
    I see them punching me

    Every time I close my eyes
    I see the way I am
    I see the bruises they caused
    I see the glazed look in my eyes

    Every time I close my eyes
    I can see myself reaching for that bottle
    I can see myself taking those pills
    I can see myself the way that they want me

    Every time I close my eyes
    I wonder why can't I just die
    I wonder how you could do this
    I wonder how I can keep living

    Every time I close my eyes
    I hear your evil laughter
    I hear you ask the guys if I had been a good lil girl
    I hear you tell them to do it again

    Every time I close my eyes
    I want to kill you
    I want to see you hurt the way I do
    I hate everything about who you are

    Every time I close my eyes
    I see the gun pointed at you
    I see the look in your eye
    I see that I can't keep doing this

    Every time I close my eyes
    My heart breaks again
    My mind wanders off
    I can't sleep anymore

    Every time I close my eyes
    I remember what you did
    I remember how you did it
    I remember the pain coming
     
  2. emma-louise

    emma-louise Guest

    -hugs tight Crystal-
     
  3. danni

    danni Chat Buddy

    aww mom :hug: i'm very sorry for what they did to you hun
     
  4. $MyName

    $MyName Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry for the things they've done :( :hug: :hug: :hug:
     
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I'm sorry :sad: :hug:
     
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