So this past weekend I took my kitty to the vet to get her groomed and get blood and urine work. As usual her blood work came back just fine, all values look normal. Her urine however, had a potential red flag in it. Seem she has a lot of protien in her urine. Apparently this is a sign of the beginning of kidney failure. Now I am so far beyond helping that I am anxious to hear back from the vet on the official urine tests. Not because I want to know if the kitty is ok. No it is because I am hoping that it is a problem and that means I will be dead sooner rather than later. Yes I keep falling and falling... even if I am wishing a painful death on my kitty. As much as I hate to do anything like that.