And it wouldn't matter. It would be so much easier. <edit mod total eclipse methods> Nothing would matter. It would be ok because no one at school would care, and no one in my family would care, nobody would. I feel really numb. I don't feel sad, or angry, or panicked. It's just what needs to happen, for everyone's sake. I'm not scared. I just need something to do it with.< edit mod total eclipse methods> Doesn't really matter anyway. Yet instead of doing that, I'm just sitting here typing. I don't know why. I'd rather die than go to school tomorrow, that's for sure. I just don't know. I feel cold.