I could use that escape.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by EvolutionFails, Jan 23, 2008.

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  1. As mentioned previously, I've gone a couple months without intoxicating myself. The most I've ever done since then was have a couple high-quality, good tasting beers. I decided to quit in order to improve my health and try to restore some friendships with those that I estranged in my high, goofy state. (I spent about 6 months cycling through just about everything that isn't PCP, meth or heroin). However, all that's been accomplished is that I've lost my friends who do smoke pot, and I'm angrier, and on a more regular basis. It sounds terribly wrong, but I know I'd feel better if I could just chop up a few lines right now. Good "God" I need to numb my brain.
  2. WhyMeWhy

    WhyMeWhy Well-Known Member

    My brain turned against me today. Sobriety is killing me(literally). I don't think you sound "terribly wrong" at all. I think you're right. :yes:
  3. Carcinogen

    Carcinogen Well-Known Member

    I agree, sobriety feels so wrong.
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    know the feeling...i could do with a few vodkas:biggrin:
  5. Slipped up tonight. Ended up smoking.

    Don't know whether to be mad at myself for doing it, or relaxed because I feel more at ease.
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