I Could've have been out of here just this morning.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Kally101, Jan 2, 2008.

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  1. Kally101

    Kally101 Member

    On my way to work.

    I slid across four lanes of traffic and back and almost hit a pole. I was not going fast(20-25 miles per hour). I had made a very light motion to avoid getting off at an unwanted exit. The roads here are covered in ice and snow I some how missed the on coming traffic and they missed me. I finally ended up on the side of the road facing on coming traffic. I just waited for a clearing and got back on the roads.

    I was not shaking, scared or anything. I did not pray out for God to save me I just let things happen as they did. I really wished God would have just let me go. Life is very unbarable for me. The only concern I had was that my car not getting damaged, because that would mean I would have to quit my job because no buses come out this way. Which would mean no money or job and that would drive further into depression.

    Just yesterday. I kept telling God I wanted out and to forgive me and many of the programs I watched on TV dealt with death or suicide. He almost answered my prayers Almost.
     
  2. Labrynth

    Labrynth Active Member

    Wow.......that must have been some experience. I am glad you came out of it unscathed and also glad nobody else got hurt either! Whats making you feel so bad? :hug:
     
  3. Kally101

    Kally101 Member

    I am glad no one else was hurt either. I may want me life to end, but I do not want to take anyone else with me.
     
  4. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Thank God nobody got hurt. Why are you so sad Kally?
     
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