I hate daytime. I always feel worse during the daytime hours, more depressed, suicidal thoughts, beating myself up, and of course the loneliness. But once night settles in I almost always at least feel a little better. For a long time I'd stay up all night, go to sleep around 5 or 6am then wake up around 1 or 2pm. I don't know what it is about the daytime that makes me feel so bad. When I'm having a bad day, I usually say to myself "ok, I survived another day, now I can sleep peacefully". That's one good thing of when I was in school during the day or when I was working, it would kill time during the day so I wouldn't have to deal with it, I'd get home and it already be approaching late afternoon/evening. I curse the day! lol I can also say the same about Spring and Summer months as well, not a fan, fuck those months. Give me Fall and Winter. Can anybody else relate?