It s a little lame but I just wanted to tell someone. I wish I could open up to someone but I can't. People don't get it, they panic and overreact. I am fine. I am just having a bad day and I feel a little alone. Dont tell me to "get help". This is me "getting help". Telling someone (be it annonymous internet users). I prefer it that way. I like to keep it a secret. But its not even painful...I wish it was painful!!!