This past week, i broke 3 drawers. My mother then spent an hour beating me, a few time hitting me accross the head with a metal bowl. then she sterted kicking me into the stair railing. After that my dad came home and beat me some more. A few months ago, I told my dad that i have th freedom of speech he almost broke both my wrists. a few times at the age of 13 he almost suffacaed me to death. Everyone says my dad is a good man, and thinks i'm mental, when they heard about the beatings bcuz they were eavesdropping a PRIVATE convo with my best friend. They say he would never hurt anyone. I deserve what i get, I shouldn't speak, but i do, i shouldn't eat, but i do. Everything i do, it's bad.