1o/2-16 last night i did it again, i took a knife and cut myself. it's like i'm addicted to it but if i don't the voice in my head will just get louder and that's more painful then cutting. my mom and dad don't know that i did it last night and i know that i should tell that i did but i can't. i fell sorry for them that they have to worry about me all the time, i should of gone over to them before i was about to cut myself but they can't take the voice out of my head like the knife does. i try to listen to music but that won't help, i try many things but it wont help. well yea that's just it.