He went to jail when I was 11. It was the summer after 5th grade and before the 6th. Somewhere along his thought process turned towards aggression, and he thought to attempt to rape a woman. Thankfully, he didn't get very far. As you can imagine, it took a toll on me. I'm 18 now and he's been gone for so long. I really don't want him back. :/ Things are fine with him gone now and I don't want him pestering me. I prefer being alone to being with him. He makes me feel a little uncomfortable nowadays. Plus, the shame and humiliation that comes with being so close to an attempted rapist, no offense to any of you out there. It's just incredibly awkward. He has no friends either, and no real connections. I really wonder what he's going to do in his life.