I do not understand why I am constantly visiting this forum, and communicating with some of the members on it. For more than six years of being a member of this forum, I have had some very good relationships with many of its members. I am not going to lie by stating that I do not miss all of the members of the forum whom I have known for quite some time. I miss all of the members of the forum who were my friends, but there are certain members whom I miss more than other members. This forum has made a major impact on my life, and if it were not for the existence of this forum, I would have most likely committed suicide years ago. At the present time, I do not see any point of my continuing to be an active member of the forum, for most of the members who were my friends are hardly active on the forum. A few with whom I was extremely intimate is never active on the forum any more. I am contemplating never being active on this forum any more, because I do not want to make any new friends who are members. I want to be able to interact with the members whom I have known for a considerable period of time. I respect every member on this forum who is assisting people, but I do not think that I will have the ability to possess the same quantity of affection with the new members as I had with the old members, especially the members for whom I still have fondness. I feel similar to an outcast, and I do not think that I am suitable for this forum any longer. It is time for me to abandon being an active member of this forum, and this time, I am going to perform the act perpetually. No one is going to miss me, because almost all of the people with whom I was intensely acquainted are scarcely active, and a few whom I deemed exceptional friends are never active. In actuality, what is the point of continuing to be active, when none of my former friends with whom I was exceedingly close are never active? As has been previously asserted, no one is going to miss me, especially the new members.