Seriously I am such a horrible person. I am rude, stupid, & ugly. No one really likes me, & I have no friends. People treat me like a kid, & not an adult. Gosh... I really want to die right now, I really want to kill myself. I wont because it is Christmas eve today, & Christmas tomrrow... But I have date set,I will not say when, but I do. I am not sure if I will go through with my plan, I probably will. But probably not.