I am so done with this world. I feel totally disconnected from everyone and everything. Every interaction I have with others is awkward; I feel so alone in the way that I think and am. I feel like I have so much to offer to others, but it's like I am in a different dimension. Sometimes it feels like I'm not even speaking the same language. I'm on a different "channel" Nobody cares. Everybody just "says" they care. I'm guilty of this too. And worst yet, the only person who has ever truly cared about me, and been there for me, has rejected me. I feel like I don't belong on this planet. I just want to stop existing, but I am scared that if I kill myself my mind wont stop thinking. That I will still "exist" even though my body is dead. I told my friend I want to end it, I spilled my guts to him. I told him I dont feel like I belong in this world, I feel so alone, I have no commonalities with anyone. No emotional connections. He just said "text messaged me" telling me not to do it. I hate text messaging.