I don't belong in this world. The only time I am really comfortable is when I am home...ALONE. I don't do well with people. I say the wrong thing, show the wrong expression, do the wrong thing. Don't learn quick enough, don't wanna watch the football game or listen to the same music. The words I needed for this post were with me when I was at work today, but now they are gone. But I really do not fit. Not anywhere. Not even with family. Last time I saw my brother we got in a fight. He thinks I am a moron. I don't belong at family gatherings, I don't belong at SF, I don't belong at work. The only place I belong is at home. ALONE. Thank goodness I have that refuge.