i dont belong

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by thaliapage, Sep 3, 2010.

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  1. thaliapage

    thaliapage Member

    I dont belong here, in this world.
    I can try and pretend that I do; but there is always the standing out evidence that i have not been made to exist in this world.
    i can study harder than most of my year level and still fail to ge accepted into postgrad.
    I can have better grades than most people; but i am flawed in a fundemental way, a way thats visible to the casual observer.
    i am not made for this world

    I have a plan. most plans ive ever had were lacking in deatil - i wanted it to be when i gave up and not constained to cartine times - but now, i have the time, the method the place, the trigger.

    the sad thing is im kind of looking farward to it. im countign down. im eating better b/c i know that soon it wont matter. nothing will matter
  2. flowingriver

    flowingriver Well-Known Member

    Hun, everybody has a purpose in this life.:hugtackles:
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