I've cut before but it's not for me. I understand it though because I hit myself. Yeah it's sounds stupid but in the heat of the moment when everything is too much and I hate myself it helps. I don't just slap myself. I've broken my own nose before, given myself black eyes and facial lacerations. My life starts to fall apart and I hate myself so much for the mistakes I've made that before I know it im punching myself. I can't control it. What's wrong with me?