ive been nothing but a fuck up for years, no job, no money, pretty much living like a tramp. no friends. and im ugly as shit then theres her, with her job, her money situation is comfy, she has fantastic friends who support her. family which isnt great but a hell of alot better than mine. and shes beautiful i just feel like im bringing her down to my level, she cud have sum1 whos 100 times more sucessfull, better looking, and treat her better than i do, just a matter of time before she actually opens her eyes and realise wat a huge fuck up shes done, dump me and move on . . . i want her to be happy, and i know i dont make her as happy as she shud be, shes gonna get sick of me real quick, ive been in chat for the last 2 days, went into triggerin subjects and ask ppl for advice, but that was stupid of me. if i think my g/f is too good for me why the hell did i think complete strangers wud care about me . . .