Sorry, this is gonna be a bit of a rant... I am still waiting for a reply from my best friend about going to counselling once with me. I'm not gonna get it. She's not gonna come, and she's not gonna reply. She's convinced I'm abusive. So is my mom. My counsellor's convinced that both of them are, but I don't believe her. I'm the problem. Everyone's just better off without me around. I'm always going to end up hurting the people I love and I don't deserve to be around other people. I can't even really understand how I'm abusive, thats what a piece of shit I am. I just wanna shoot something up and pass out and die.