I am a 40 year old repeat sex offender.
I have several mental health problems.
No work history.
No education beyond high school.
No friends or family.
I have a resent health condition that limits what food I can eat.
And now I think I have covid.
I am a drain on society.
I liability to the public.
And it is all my fault (I am the only one to blame)
I don't like being alive and nothing brings me joy.
I search the internet on how to kill myself because I want to to it right.
I am not capable of improving my life.
Also I don't want to.
I have wanted to die sinse I was seven.
It is my one desire.
The reason I am posting this is only because I can't find a reliable suicide method yet.
I have several mental health problems.
No work history.
No education beyond high school.
No friends or family.
I have a resent health condition that limits what food I can eat.
And now I think I have covid.
I am a drain on society.
I liability to the public.
And it is all my fault (I am the only one to blame)
I don't like being alive and nothing brings me joy.
I search the internet on how to kill myself because I want to to it right.
I am not capable of improving my life.
Also I don't want to.
I have wanted to die sinse I was seven.
It is my one desire.
The reason I am posting this is only because I can't find a reliable suicide method yet.