I don't deserve to live.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by bluesun, Jul 4, 2009.

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  1. bluesun

    bluesun New Member

    I am a bad human being. I have bad, bad thoughts. I don't deserve to live. I wish I died. I am too coward to kill myself though. Partly because I tried everything under the sun 10 years ago apart from shooting myself, jumping from a building or jumping under a train. I guess I am afraid to try these out. But I honestly pray to God that I die. I don't deserve to live.
     
  2. reefer madness

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    What kind of bad thoughts do you have?
     
  3. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Welcome to the forums!! I'm sure you aren't bad.. Depression brings out all kinds of thoughts..It lies to you..Please keep posting and I am sure you will find the support you need here..Take Care!!
     
  4. triggs

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    hi bluesun :hug: welcome to the forum, i'm sorry you feel as though you don't deserve to live.
    do you have a therapist or someone you can talk to about these thoughts? we can't control our thoughts so much and i know how hard it is to keep them from affecting everyday life. maybe if you told someone what they were, a therapist maybe, you could find out why they keep coming up.
    i hope you find peace soon, and don't need to resort to this :heart:
    triggs xx
     
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