I'm not really sure how to start this, or to explain it, but I can't keep it all to myself anymore, so I'll do my best. I started cutting again about a month ago, I can't tell you why I do it. I don't bleed easy, so it just leaves some scars. It doesn't hurt enough to take my mind off any emotional pain. It's just become more of a hobby because of a lack of anything better to do. I can't even say I enjoy it really, but I've pretty much lost all interest I have in anything, so that might not be a fair assessment. I don't even hide it anymore either, I lack the motivation, and care to be afraid of other people's reactions. The only real question I've gotten was just one person asking where the marks came from, and I told them I used a razor blade, they just said cool, and walked off. I'm beginning to think maybe if I'd at least be afraid of someone's reaction, I wouldn't do it. I don't know if it's going to lead to other things or not, I'm figuring it will since it is pretty impulsive on my part.