I don't even know what I'm doing here.

[shc]

I never thought it would come to this. If I really wanted to die...I'd just do it....right?

 

[total eclipse]

YOu are here because down deep you want to live you want to get support to help you I do hope you continue to post to reach out okay as many here understand and do care about how you are doing hugs

 

[absolution]

You're here because you are strong and seeking help. I'm proud of you. :hug: Welcome to the site. If you need anything at all feel free to PM me anytime xxx

 

[Calleo]

I never thought it would come to this. If I really wanted to die...I'd just do it....right?

Nobody wants to die, we just don't want to keep living the same way. You've acknowledged that something is wrong, maybe you can try to fix it now.