i dont even know why i'm alive

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Zozeebo, Nov 16, 2015.

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  1. Zozeebo

    Zozeebo Active Member

    for the past 2 and a half weeks i havent been good at all i pratically fight with anyone who speeks to me i became more and more disconnected from the world i feel like everybody hates me i skipped 4 therapy session just because i wanted to stay alone i harmed myself in my arm i'm having a total break down
     
  2. Unknown_111

    Unknown_111 Forum Buddy Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Welcome to the forum. You are important and are at a very tender age in your life. I am so sorry to hear that you are truly suffering but please remember we help you. It's very important that you do not skip or miss any therapy sessions as it will help you to overcome and discuss your feelings you feel. Are the sessions one to one or group therapy?

    I implore you not to do any self-harming as it does not resolve anything but leave scares just to remind of the hurt you feel. I strongly recommend that you try the alternative methods such as elastic bands or ice cubes. I have not read you previous post, so I apologise for the following. Have you spoken to your parents as surely they would care for any hurt caused.

    Please do not worry now and keep posting here for continued support.
     
  3. Zozeebo

    Zozeebo Active Member

    no my parents doesnt know and i'm not in a group therapy
     
  4. Unknown_111

    Unknown_111 Forum Buddy Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I respect your feelings but your parents would naturally worry about you. It might worth considering informing them as they could help and ease the pain you feel within yourself. On a one to one basis, the counselling will work depending on honest your are and willing to open up to this person. Also it depends on your counsellor and good they are with you. Have they given you any advice on coping mechanisms? I know I'm repeating myself but you at a very tender age where you have the rest of your life to live for.

    This may sound absurd but I am trying to pry but treading on egg shells in trying not cause any unnecessary duress. No doubt you are at school or post senior school., is there any other counsellors you can speak to?

    I really appreciate you replying as all of us on this forum are here to help you as much as we can. Please be safe and continue to post here. YOU ARE IMPORTANT.
     
  5. Kamilla

    Kamilla Member

    I have lots of fights and drama going on too. It sucks.
     
  6. Zozeebo

    Zozeebo Active Member

    Unknown i dont think that i'm important and my relation with my parents its that good i hate them
    I'm satitfied with my psychologist but the think is that i'm not feeling like going to his office and talk about myself i'm the kind of person that keeps everythink for myself at first i was proud of myself that i took a huge step by going to a specialist but now i'm feeling down and bad for myself and i dont even know why which lead me to be angry and feel awful which leads me to selfharming
     
  7. Zozeebo

    Zozeebo Active Member

    Kamilla i'm so sorry hun -hug- you can always tell me whats wrong i'll be there for u
     
  8. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Well done to you on seeking help and seeing a specialist, it takes special kind of courage to do that. You have my respect.
    Has your mood improved any bit since you made this thread? We are here for you whether it be on chat or the forum? And a lot of us can relate to what it is like to seek help for your condition, so you are among peers and friends *hugs*
     
  9. Zozeebo

    Zozeebo Active Member

    Well yeah i feel a little more better but i'm still harming myself
    I prefer forum
    Thx petal meens alot
     
  10. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    You are very welcome hun. Super glad to hear you are feeling better, as for harming yourself, the best advice I can give you is to keep and keep trying to distract yourself or meditate. Feel free to PM me anytime xx
     
  11. Zozeebo

    Zozeebo Active Member

    Thx si much
    And sorry if im annoying u with my problems
     
  12. Zozeebo

    Zozeebo Active Member

  13. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Don't worry-you are never annoying me. Through thick and think, barrier through barrier we are here for you! Keep hope alive <3
     
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