I'm not quite sure how to get started...so.. I look in the mirror and the devil is looking back. I truly feel like I am a bad person. I was in the marines and can not forget about all the messed up stuff that i've seen and done. At the time I didn't think any of it really affected me. I am now going to college and am completely isolated and don't know what to do... I can not forget about the messed up stuff I've done since I've been back. I just seem to screw over anybody I get close to. I am ashamed.