cant have fun, cant laugh, cant even smile. if im not stoned...i explode at everyone, about everything. hell, i do it when im stoned too...now that i think about it. i live with my mother, work for minimum wage for said mother. im 22 and i cant even leave the house anymore without getting all twitchy and scared. and i let my retard of a friend dupe me into driving him to a guy who sold him some smack. who here thinks i got what it takes to rise to the esteemed rank of "loser"?