:upset: im trying really hard to understand my life, and not having ANY luck at all. My teenage daughter takes great delight in tormenting me from the time she gets up till the time she goes to bed. If I say anything about it, she blows up in a rage and grandma comes complaining at me for "upsetting" her. in the end im the one that gets all the crap for it. grandma pretty much raised my daughter, a long painful story im not going into here, family pushed me back out of the picture and ended up raising her. I had NO say for most of her life thanks to a guardianship arrangement. now I have virtually no respect from my daughter, and she goes out of her way to make my day miserable as if it isn't already miserable enough with multiple disabilities and isolation from the medical issues. What would you guys do if you were in my shoes? cant end myself as much as I "want" to, daughter only has grandma and I left. everyone else is absent or dead. and her father is a dead beat alcoholic abuser she doesn't even know and whos been absent all her life. If I had other family who could care for her im afraid id have been gone long ago. all I get is made fun of by her, mocked, disrespected and treated like her rug. this isn't a life. at all. really don't know what to do anymore.