i dont have a clue what is going on

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Menchi, Sep 3, 2009.

  1. Menchi

    Menchi Well-Known Member

    theres like no people, my head feels like it isn't attached right now, its like i am seeing what i am seeing, but not actually seeing it, like i'm watching through someone watching something, like maybe i am the guy in the shed with the cat.

    my brain or whoever brain it is is floating, its in a jar or something, im trying to work out whether or not there are people at all. it seems like there has been but there arent, or that there werent, i don't know. im trying to remember, to think of stuff, but im not sure if anything is there, its floating, but its blank, like im thinking with a hollow brain.

    i dont know what headtrip this is, its funny, its not a head trip, its just spinning inside, but still outside. there are these shapes and lights and stuff, like i want there to be faces there, but its just a blank hole, but its not blank, because its a hole of light, but in the dark, like the world is in negative
     
  2. lightbeam

    lightbeam Antiquities Friend

    It sounds like you are dissociating. I felt the same way this morning.
     
  3. Menchi

    Menchi Well-Known Member

    but there was stuff there, i think i remember it, but it went missing, i don't know where its gone now.
     
  4. lightbeam

    lightbeam Antiquities Friend

    My head has gone floaty bybye before. It did this morning. It was like me watching myself in third person mode.
     
  5. Menchi

    Menchi Well-Known Member

    but its writing, so i know something must be there, its like there aren't any thoughts, its just there... thoughts are always like resistance, being in the way of stuff when you are just moving, it just feels like its floating up and down, like there is nothing, there are wierd lights and stuff, but there isn't anything here.
     
  6. lightbeam

    lightbeam Antiquities Friend

    Dissociation is all I can say.
     
  7. Menchi

    Menchi Well-Known Member

    what happens then? where does it go? when does it come back?
     
  8. Menchi

    Menchi Well-Known Member

    im close to being back now i think... not feeling quite there, but not too off either