I don't know anymore.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Beka, Oct 15, 2014.

  1. Beka

    Beka Well-Known Member

    Why is it now that I constantly feel like giving up??

    I don't know how anything works anymore. I fucking hate everything.
    My body just aches all the time and I can't sleep properly and I don't want to eat anymore.

    I just feel dead, when I feel anything anyway.
    I can't make sense of anything nothing feels real.

    Why doesn't anything feel real I don't know what's happening or going on!

    I'm trying. I'm trying to fight that urge to make myself hurt. But it's getting harder. It's like a voice screaming in my ear except it's not even loud.

    I give up.

    I just give up.