Why is it now that I constantly feel like giving up?? I don't know how anything works anymore. I fucking hate everything. My body just aches all the time and I can't sleep properly and I don't want to eat anymore. I just feel dead, when I feel anything anyway. I can't make sense of anything nothing feels real. Why doesn't anything feel real I don't know what's happening or going on! I'm trying. I'm trying to fight that urge to make myself hurt. But it's getting harder. It's like a voice screaming in my ear except it's not even loud. I give up. I just give up.