I live with my mom because I'm on disability. now my brother and his wife live with us and she keeps talking about how she can't have kids. I'm 27 and have never been in a relationship, and would love to find the one and have kids, but I doubt that will ever happen. So tonight I'm just crying, drinking, and wondering why am I even here. I've been trying so hard to stop cutting, it's been a little over a month, but I'm probably gonna be drove back to it, I even put in an application to the housing authority, but being just me, I'm wondering if they will ever contact me.