It's like I feel so many emotions, yet at the same time, I feel nothing at all. I wanna do so many things, yet at the same time, I just wanna stay I'm bed all day. I just want everything to stop. Most people want the world to stop so they can catch up to it. I, on the other hand, want the world to stop and I want to stop with it. I'm completely numb and that's the worst thing there is. Not feeling anything is scary. Not caring what happens to me is scary and I just want to get out of this mood. I want to be able to feel something again. I want to be able to say something besides "I don't know" because it seems like that's the only answer I have lately. I can't be the only one who feels like this.