I hate my life so much. The lack of a career and job skills forcing me to work shit jobs with shit pay with no prospects of anything better, the drinking, the lack of friends and a significant other also with no prospects, the bad memories.
I just don't want to do this anymore. Even my mother saying "please don't leave me please don't leave me" is enough for me to hold on. The pain never ends and likely never will. Only through death can I finally be free and at peace.
I just don't want to do this anymore. Even my mother saying "please don't leave me please don't leave me" is enough for me to hold on. The pain never ends and likely never will. Only through death can I finally be free and at peace.
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