I am new to this forum and glad I have found it. That is the only ray of hope I have at this point. I really don't know how much more I can take. I am at the end of my rope. I am so alone. It hurts so much to be me. The pain is so intense. I am just so tired of all the pain. There are people in my life that I can not escape and know that I am at my breaking point but just seem to want to cause me all the pain that they can. I can't leave, I tried that and that just got me beaten and raped. There is no escape, I am alone and death is the only escape that there is, but like everything else I can't even do that right ( to qoute my mother).