I'm years overtime. I OD'd on Zoloft and drank my mothers wine bottle (pathetic, right?), she's away, been away for 3 weeks now, coming home tomorrow. She''ll notice the lack of medicine, or she might not, but she'll definitely notice the missing wine bottle, and then the whole thing will start again, she'll be convinced I'm suicidal and there will only be trouble, she will be so worried. I need to die today but don't know how. I can't do Zoloft again, It was a nightmare. I'm freaking out. Maybe I'll just try it again, and stay in chat here on sf to minimize the psychological side effects.