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I Dont Know If I Am Still Suicidal Or Not

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Godsdrummer

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I called the nationwide suicide prevention 800 number last Sunday. After my last attempt and hospital stay last fall, I decided I would ride out the holidays and see where I was at. I even have another plan and all I need is 2 inexpensive items to get the job done.

Because I have a plan, and because I have thoughts of this plan creep into my head from time to time, like last Sunday, does that mean I am really suicidal still, or is it something else?
 
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Godsdrummer

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Well there are those days when I could just say the heck with it. I have a lot to live for and a lot to die for. Most days I want to stick around....Afterall I have to finish the season of 24 and see the new Star Trek Movie this summer. But still I have those really bad days. And add to that, I dont trust my brain anymore.
 
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Dave_N

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I think there are levels of suicidal, like low risk, medium risk and high risk of comitting suicide. :hug:
 
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