I don't know if i've made the right decision.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by SashaJade, May 15, 2011.

  1. SashaJade

    SashaJade Well-Known Member

    First off, i had no idea where to post this, but this seemed like the right area to me cos I need to let this all out.

    So, my ex girlfriend got out of prison friday and today she commented on a facebook status of mine, so to be polite I continued chatting to her.

    Long story short, I ended up agreeing to meet with her at some point this week. I'm dreading it, for a few reasons. The main one being the fact that i'm kinda still in love with her. Shes moved on and has a new girl friend now, but I still hold that flame for her. Now, dont get me wrong I want her to be happy and I know me and her would never work out - theres just too much history and tension between us.

    Im also scared to see her in case I say the wrong thing and start an argument or whatever. She still wants to be friends and i'm not gonna deny her that fact, i'm just a bit worried that I dont know if I can deal with the "just friends" senario.

    I guess it's just gonna have to be a wait and see moment.
     
  2. eagle

    eagle Well-Known Member

    just be yourself and things will turn out as they turn out