The A Level course at my college, which I worked my goddamn ASS off to get into, is closing at the end of this year, leaving about 300 students without a finished education. I worked so long and hard to get into this college, and now I'm there, I love it. I can't leave all of my friends and uproot into another college. The next best one to me is about an hour and a half journey, there and back. Plus, I have seriously fallen in love with a girl. We're SUCH close friends, and she doesn't know that I love her. The worst thing is, she lives in Wimbledon (about thirty miles from where I live), and if we go different places after this college, I just KNOW we'll never see each other again afterwards. OhmyGod I love her so much. There are no jobs going anymore, because of the recession. Colleges are too full, too quick, and I don't have specific grades to get in. I don't want to leave my friends. I love her. I don't know what to do!