I worked the naranon program to try to recover for my addicted...I guess no longer, fiance. I followed the program. I learned not to enable. I didn't give him the money he asked me to give him to get high today. He said he hated me and wanted to leave me because of it. Well, for some odd reason, he hasn't left yet. I went to my mom's in the meantime because all he keeps doing is whining about how sick he is and wanting heroin and I couldn't take it anymore. I don't know what the hell he's planning to do....leave in the morning, just go get high and come back, or say that he didn't mean it later, but more so I don't know what I'm going to do. If he wants to leave me, I told him he's free to do so and get the hell out. Reality is, I don't know if I'm going to be able to cope with that if he does. I still have a <edit mod total eclipse method> sitting in my basement. To use it or not to use it is the question. I don't know if I can overcome this if it turns into a breakup. And the part that gets me is...he wants to leave over $60 that I wasn't willing to give him to sustain his addiction? Seriously, wtf.